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| Relationships | When things go pear-shaped | A Slice of My Life! | Private! Keep Out!
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PRIVATE! KEEP OUT! |
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I will let off steam by going into my room and I go into my room and having a good cry, but I have never shared this with anyone.
I keep a diary too. I only do that when I get bored; sometimes I'm just sitting there and I'll start writing, and I'll read through as well what I've written - quite funny sometimes to read what you wrote! It's well funny.
I do it at school as well, if I'm sitting in a lesson and I feel upset, than I'll just write a page in my book, draw pictures, or sometimes I'll just write down key words that are meaningful for me.
Then I'll keep the sheet of paper - I don't get rid of it. An auntie bought me this Daffy Duck that's for pyjamas, but instead of using it for that I put my diary and all that kind of stuff in it, so that's cool, I like that.
When you're a Hindu, everyone knows everything about you and all your business, so it's nice to have something private.
I like the idea of keeping stories and thoughts, and I think it's good to keep a record of how I feel, but it's not really what I want to do though - I'm not sure what I want to do! I'll write about that in my diary! And about boys of course!
One thing I could use my diary for is bigging myself up, but I don't.
I think that the whole thing about putting yourself down comes from having been put down by other people at some time, and the one thing I can’t stop doing is putting myself down!
I can’t stop doing it. I do big myself up sometimes like I’ll say I’ve got nice feet or legs, but all guys think I’ve got a really nice voice on the phone.
But I don’t really big myself up that much, only sometimes.
I even said that to him 'cos he’s not sure who to pick, he doesn’t know whether to go with me or her, and until she does something really bad yeah like cheats on him for the third time, I’m always gonna big her up more than myself because I’d feel bad for hurting her – I don’t like hurting people, and he said that’s another reason why I like you, you’re so decent! And you are always doing things like that and I said shut up!
I’m like that, I’m well different, weird, odd. |
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