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| Relationships | When things go pear-shaped | A Slice of My Life! | Private! Keep Out!
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PRIVATE! KEEP OUT! |
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I will let off steam by going into my room and I go into my room and having a good cry, but I have never shared this with anyone.
I keep a diary too. I only do that when I get bored; sometimes I'm just sitting there and I'll start writing, and I'll read through as well what I've written - quite funny sometimes to read what you wrote! It's well funny.
I do it at school as well, if I'm sitting in a lesson and I feel upset, than I'll just write a page in my book, draw pictures, or sometimes I'll just write down key words that are meaningful for me.
Then I'll keep the sheet of paper - I don't get rid of it. An auntie bought me this Daffy Duck that's for pyjamas, but instead of using it for that I put my diary and all that kind of stuff in it, so that's cool, I like that.
When you're a Hindu, everyone knows everything about you and all your business, so it's nice to have something private.
I like the idea of keeping stories and thoughts, and I think it's good to keep a record of how I feel, but it's not really what I want to do though - I'm not sure what I want to do! I'll write about that in my diary! And about boys of course!
One thing I could use my diary for is bigging myself up, but I don't.
I think that the whole thing about putting yourself down comes from having been put down by other people at some time, and the one thing I can�t stop doing is putting myself down!
I can�t stop doing it. I do big myself up sometimes like I�ll say I�ve got nice feet or legs, but all guys think I�ve got a really nice voice on the phone.
But I don�t really big myself up that much, only sometimes.
I even said that to him 'cos he�s not sure who to pick, he doesn�t know whether to go with me or her, and until she does something really bad yeah like cheats on him for the third time, I�m always gonna big her up more than myself because I�d feel bad for hurting her � I don�t like hurting people, and he said that�s another reason why I like you, you�re so decent! And you are always doing things like that and I said shut up!
I�m like that, I�m well different, weird, odd. |
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